:) dont worry.. this is not a blog of a depressed victim. Just a comedy a lifeline incidents.
At School, a girl loved me and i hated females that time that i had to give a scorn look at her to get rid of her. but always dreamt that there would be my kinda girl for whom i will be superman..
At college ,the same persisted. I was lazy to take a Pen to take for Exam but my ego will never allow to take a pen offer from a girl.I will give a look like " hey , you think ,you are mother theresa??" Wished i had a fun of life all with jus friends alone. Jus catch hold of someone and bang him with teasing word that he either pleads or runs away.Yeah..some guys were scared at me.. now seems funny to me. Showing heroism to seniors of the department and getting punishments were badges of pride.
college got over and everyone got placed and in their own ways. No time for anyone for anyone,. pretty hectic life. Friction with onsite team, boring parents ,sucking job which i dont or never loved,but still money pours in.
happiest part are school friends and some few others who put me up.
Now comes again the girl factor. i dont know how a bad looking good girl who already lost their love find always me. i am always put in terrible situation like "she is sooo goood .. marry her. but wat bout her looks wwat if you hate in future. wat if nieghbourhood girl is beautiful . we should never cheat any girl. and alas, i would say no to that female cos she had already loved or she is not tht beautiful as well" .Cant compromise beyond some limits pal.
One girl one Love is all i neeed.. either be this or make me live single happily.Whenever i try not to look at some girl, i dont know how god is able to make it to me. Get a couple in front of me ,they will be either kissing or hugging in bike together or lying on lap of other. Aaaaaahhhh.. again i manage to say make me live alone. Lets see how long it goes. Again when i think We should love someone, immediately i will hear some love failure story.. asi if saying " do you want this ?" better stay alone. Time is running out.. lets see..
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Growing Up
The most hardest thing to accept is that am getting old. When i was in teen, i jus wanted to show off a big beard and dense moustache.. but now i jus why this beard and moustache .Wont i look young without them :) lol.
Symptoms of getting old:
1. Your neighbourhood children ask " uncle can you throw that ball "
< Hurts though but still ask those kids to call me by name in exchange for a chocklate> :)
2. Your Mom tells "Hey, do some exercise.. gotta find a girl for you"
3. Your Friends get married one by one and suddenly feel wat was i doing all these days?"
4. You will wish to have a rewind button for life instead enjoying today.
5. When you see teenagers, you feel jealous. ahhh.. i missed doing this.. i missed doing tht.
Symptoms of getting old:
1. Your neighbourhood children ask " uncle can you throw that ball "
< Hurts though but still ask those kids to call me by name in exchange for a chocklate> :)
2. Your Mom tells "Hey, do some exercise.. gotta find a girl for you"
3. Your Friends get married one by one and suddenly feel wat was i doing all these days?"
4. You will wish to have a rewind button for life instead enjoying today.
5. When you see teenagers, you feel jealous. ahhh.. i missed doing this.. i missed doing tht.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
What is love?
I am not trying to find out love for humanity or motherly love as love takes its different forms I want to know about love between opposite sex betweeen the age of 14 and 30 .
In fourteen, these days ,girls are itnerested in brilliancy or at an athlete or one of his close friend who wants to spend time with. Mostly they are impressed with gifts and soft words. After that comes possessiveness love, comapanionship love, love for body ,love for comfort and many.. So wats expectation of a girl in love. If i prepare a list of needs, it seems biggggg one. But if i ask them,they will tell me two words, he should be understanding, Friendly and good human being. I dont give importance to looks. :) etc. But when you see them getting interested towards a guy, he will not meet any of this characteristics. initially masculinism attracts but with time they call it domination. Similiarly, In case of guys, they call a girl caring and finally it becomes over protective and irritating.
am confused to core. Love has perceptions from each other's views. There are people who give life for it and ruin lives and some dont give a damn about it. So ,Who is rite in this? Does practicality work everywhere? If everyone tries to be practical with their life,then there will be individual human species and no society and culture and you are back as uncivilized and again you start creating culture from ruins making analysis. Why to spoil and rework to put it proper?
So getting back to topic.. how much importance should be given to this so called relationship called love? just fall blind or always watch carefully with insecure feelings. Nobody wants to take life seriously but things happen that they get grave serious. Guy initially tries to be showing that he is confident and cool but with time, he shows his originality with time which would be a kid in him or a serious character. Girls mostly are sacrificial in this and try to help each other and get the family going while some break relationships.
If living for today is all about ,why do we make savings? In Western countries where the economy is spending economy ,people rejoice the comforts of having fun alone while eastern countries having savings economy struggle all the life. Love is a add-on package for them in real life. while it is life for eastern culture. Since some people make a wrong patch of this, it ruins the life of many. Trying to justify comparing to worst thing is not a good practise. just try for betterment.
While My russian friends in India tell that "Wish i were born in india..i love it so much for thousand reasons" ,why do you want yourself to do something and screw up ur culture which you have in your heart killing with thoughts of brain like live in relations. If someone wants to survive, go for a live in relation .If you want to live, Love and get married.
In fourteen, these days ,girls are itnerested in brilliancy or at an athlete or one of his close friend who wants to spend time with. Mostly they are impressed with gifts and soft words. After that comes possessiveness love, comapanionship love, love for body ,love for comfort and many.. So wats expectation of a girl in love. If i prepare a list of needs, it seems biggggg one. But if i ask them,they will tell me two words, he should be understanding, Friendly and good human being. I dont give importance to looks. :) etc. But when you see them getting interested towards a guy, he will not meet any of this characteristics. initially masculinism attracts but with time they call it domination. Similiarly, In case of guys, they call a girl caring and finally it becomes over protective and irritating.
am confused to core. Love has perceptions from each other's views. There are people who give life for it and ruin lives and some dont give a damn about it. So ,Who is rite in this? Does practicality work everywhere? If everyone tries to be practical with their life,then there will be individual human species and no society and culture and you are back as uncivilized and again you start creating culture from ruins making analysis. Why to spoil and rework to put it proper?
So getting back to topic.. how much importance should be given to this so called relationship called love? just fall blind or always watch carefully with insecure feelings. Nobody wants to take life seriously but things happen that they get grave serious. Guy initially tries to be showing that he is confident and cool but with time, he shows his originality with time which would be a kid in him or a serious character. Girls mostly are sacrificial in this and try to help each other and get the family going while some break relationships.
If living for today is all about ,why do we make savings? In Western countries where the economy is spending economy ,people rejoice the comforts of having fun alone while eastern countries having savings economy struggle all the life. Love is a add-on package for them in real life. while it is life for eastern culture. Since some people make a wrong patch of this, it ruins the life of many. Trying to justify comparing to worst thing is not a good practise. just try for betterment.
While My russian friends in India tell that "Wish i were born in india..i love it so much for thousand reasons" ,why do you want yourself to do something and screw up ur culture which you have in your heart killing with thoughts of brain like live in relations. If someone wants to survive, go for a live in relation .If you want to live, Love and get married.
Friday, August 1, 2008
wat do women do after love failure?
:)
am sure everyone is smiling or looking angrily at this post. coz we have a saying here that goes like Shahjahan built Taj mahal for his love but no mumtaz builteven a hut for her lover. So i got curious whether love really hurts Women as much it does men. actually am expecting lotsa comments from women side coz i really dont know.
One of my friend (a girl) was in tears for a month after her love break up that i felt very sad for her. But in next few months, she called me up to say "am in love" .I felt her attitude sluttish though i dint tell anythin bout tht to her. I dont know whether am rite or wrong but no relation is worth if its with many. You neither get the closeness or pain of that relationship. If you have hundred friends, you dont mind losing one that much and you dont feel the happiness of his support or companionship. that applies to any relationship. thank god ,in most cases ,we have one mom and one dad and problem arises when there are multiple.
so.. lets get back to our topic.What does Women do after a break up. I have seen guys after love break up. One guy jumped from well killing himself and another found a new girl friend and another became philosopher and another a drug addict and another a moron and finally one became a jigolo(one who was ladkiyon ka pujari :) )
But wherever i see, Women's after love failure aim is to cry for sometime ,then say love is bad for sometime and some get a new guy and finally everyone gets married.The best comedy part is they invite their lover to marriage. Very funny. What is she trying to do? trying to show off her happy life she is gonna have or just make the guy feel that she is normal and he should also be normal.
i have heard of few girls committing suicides too. but mostly they were pregnant or had an afffair and got caught or someone who really loved and got betrayed but its very few.
Even in movies, the story of love failure of women is not shown much. When a guy is cheating a girl, there is a female involved. What happens in real life to tht female. I spoke to a girl who had physical relationship with her lover and she broke the relationship with tht guy with some or other relation .I wanted to know whats her future plans. She told .. "Wanna get married to one nice guy" . I asked will you tell your guy about ur affair? . She asked" are you stupid? why would i tell him. I asked whether she would tell tht her hubby was the first guy in her life. She said "Yes. Not only me but all girls do that only. coz guys start doubting in future if we tell truth" .I dont know whether she is doing rite or wrong.but to me its wrong.
Moreover., i am confused like how they can be comfortable with the next guy. Is it my closed environment that makes me think like this? I cannot look into eyes and talk if am ditching someone/lying and how could she do it with such an ease. Women get married and then comes kids and thier life ends taking care of kids and grandchildren .So when do they live their life? Wont their cheating hurt them life long. Though memories fade with time it cant be uprooted completely. One more girl loved a guy for four years and they broke up and both are in the verge of getting into next relation.
are Women more emotionally stable? If they are so stable, why would they fall in love for someone. If they are so unstable, the breakup should pain like hell but how they get ready for next relationship so fast. Till date, i have never seen a girl who dint marry cos of her lvoe failure. If you check out matrimonial section for bride/groom , you can find that elder women who are willing to marry will mostly be divorcess or widows . But i have seen so many Men marrying at 40 or 50 (a late sunshine :) ).
anyways Women i am jus telling bout the world i see..please let me know of the real world of Women..
am sure everyone is smiling or looking angrily at this post. coz we have a saying here that goes like Shahjahan built Taj mahal for his love but no mumtaz builteven a hut for her lover. So i got curious whether love really hurts Women as much it does men. actually am expecting lotsa comments from women side coz i really dont know.
One of my friend (a girl) was in tears for a month after her love break up that i felt very sad for her. But in next few months, she called me up to say "am in love" .I felt her attitude sluttish though i dint tell anythin bout tht to her. I dont know whether am rite or wrong but no relation is worth if its with many. You neither get the closeness or pain of that relationship. If you have hundred friends, you dont mind losing one that much and you dont feel the happiness of his support or companionship. that applies to any relationship. thank god ,in most cases ,we have one mom and one dad and problem arises when there are multiple.
so.. lets get back to our topic.What does Women do after a break up. I have seen guys after love break up. One guy jumped from well killing himself and another found a new girl friend and another became philosopher and another a drug addict and another a moron and finally one became a jigolo(one who was ladkiyon ka pujari :) )
But wherever i see, Women's after love failure aim is to cry for sometime ,then say love is bad for sometime and some get a new guy and finally everyone gets married.The best comedy part is they invite their lover to marriage. Very funny. What is she trying to do? trying to show off her happy life she is gonna have or just make the guy feel that she is normal and he should also be normal.
i have heard of few girls committing suicides too. but mostly they were pregnant or had an afffair and got caught or someone who really loved and got betrayed but its very few.
Even in movies, the story of love failure of women is not shown much. When a guy is cheating a girl, there is a female involved. What happens in real life to tht female. I spoke to a girl who had physical relationship with her lover and she broke the relationship with tht guy with some or other relation .I wanted to know whats her future plans. She told .. "Wanna get married to one nice guy" . I asked will you tell your guy about ur affair? . She asked" are you stupid? why would i tell him. I asked whether she would tell tht her hubby was the first guy in her life. She said "Yes. Not only me but all girls do that only. coz guys start doubting in future if we tell truth" .I dont know whether she is doing rite or wrong.but to me its wrong.
Moreover., i am confused like how they can be comfortable with the next guy. Is it my closed environment that makes me think like this? I cannot look into eyes and talk if am ditching someone/lying and how could she do it with such an ease. Women get married and then comes kids and thier life ends taking care of kids and grandchildren .So when do they live their life? Wont their cheating hurt them life long. Though memories fade with time it cant be uprooted completely. One more girl loved a guy for four years and they broke up and both are in the verge of getting into next relation.
are Women more emotionally stable? If they are so stable, why would they fall in love for someone. If they are so unstable, the breakup should pain like hell but how they get ready for next relationship so fast. Till date, i have never seen a girl who dint marry cos of her lvoe failure. If you check out matrimonial section for bride/groom , you can find that elder women who are willing to marry will mostly be divorcess or widows . But i have seen so many Men marrying at 40 or 50 (a late sunshine :) ).
anyways Women i am jus telling bout the world i see..please let me know of the real world of Women..
Thursday, July 31, 2008
What should i do with my life?
Everyone passes the confused stage of life while moving through the different stages of life as milton had mentioned. From child to Adoloscense and from there to Man .Every stage from one to another, you move on with just paying innocense as its price.
From Child, ppl move on from the care of parents to the companionship of friends and from there to the longing of a lover, people move on to become the daring lover or very self satisfied person. If he gets into marriage with his girl, he moves on to the self satisfied person or what next Question. But if he fails to get the hand of a girl, he looks on for something daring to do with his life or just give away as if everythin is lost and live a life of stone.
From childhood, parents teach you whats good and whats bad and make you believe that there is onli one way of living your life and its the way they presume to be the only way of existence and deviating from it, you will go to hell or suffer.
A dad's dream was that his son was to complete a MBA which the father could not do during his days due to some or other reason.The Son however does not want to do masters and he is interested in something else. Should the son study for his dad's sake spoiling his day's of life for his dad or do something he wishes to. this son will later ask his son to study something which he wantedto study and cycle continues. Some ppl earn money so much that they save a lot for their children and grandchildren so they become lazy. Is the father's hard go for the luxury of his son who just made the great thing of just born to a rich father.
Dont know who should live for whom?whether father should live for his kids or Kids live the life accomplishing dreams of father till they are married and accomplishing dreams of other person after that. Running this Marathon of life is so tiring but stilll ppl live. jus to make others smile or to pull a selfish smile for themselves. "Bubble seeking reputation" never comes handy nor the money cos you cant spend hard currency in hell. just live. Is spirituality the right way of life ? so whats rite and whats not?
Everyone with a sad past and belief of good things will happen in future live. Who knows what life has got for them? Smiling at Calender beauties and dreaming of future,teeenage dissolves in the life. Running as a athelete hero to save the dignity of the country, Manhood becomes a mixture of happiness and sorrow. Happiness is when you think you are the winner of the race but sorrow to find that you were not the only person in the race and there is a lot probability that you might lose it to some many equal competitors.sometimes ,u feel you have been overtaken but still you run wishing some miracle to happen. Funny though nothing of that sort happens in real life. (I have not seen any)
I Still run to find why everyone lives? Basic survival instinct does help people live against all odds of live if they are single but the bondage with the people around gives the scare of death and life.U either cant live easily or die easily.
Just run .. Lift someone or carry someone on the run. who knows bout life ? miracle can happen to you which never happened to me :)
From Child, ppl move on from the care of parents to the companionship of friends and from there to the longing of a lover, people move on to become the daring lover or very self satisfied person. If he gets into marriage with his girl, he moves on to the self satisfied person or what next Question. But if he fails to get the hand of a girl, he looks on for something daring to do with his life or just give away as if everythin is lost and live a life of stone.
From childhood, parents teach you whats good and whats bad and make you believe that there is onli one way of living your life and its the way they presume to be the only way of existence and deviating from it, you will go to hell or suffer.
A dad's dream was that his son was to complete a MBA which the father could not do during his days due to some or other reason.The Son however does not want to do masters and he is interested in something else. Should the son study for his dad's sake spoiling his day's of life for his dad or do something he wishes to. this son will later ask his son to study something which he wantedto study and cycle continues. Some ppl earn money so much that they save a lot for their children and grandchildren so they become lazy. Is the father's hard go for the luxury of his son who just made the great thing of just born to a rich father.
Dont know who should live for whom?whether father should live for his kids or Kids live the life accomplishing dreams of father till they are married and accomplishing dreams of other person after that. Running this Marathon of life is so tiring but stilll ppl live. jus to make others smile or to pull a selfish smile for themselves. "Bubble seeking reputation" never comes handy nor the money cos you cant spend hard currency in hell. just live. Is spirituality the right way of life ? so whats rite and whats not?
Everyone with a sad past and belief of good things will happen in future live. Who knows what life has got for them? Smiling at Calender beauties and dreaming of future,teeenage dissolves in the life. Running as a athelete hero to save the dignity of the country, Manhood becomes a mixture of happiness and sorrow. Happiness is when you think you are the winner of the race but sorrow to find that you were not the only person in the race and there is a lot probability that you might lose it to some many equal competitors.sometimes ,u feel you have been overtaken but still you run wishing some miracle to happen. Funny though nothing of that sort happens in real life. (I have not seen any)
I Still run to find why everyone lives? Basic survival instinct does help people live against all odds of live if they are single but the bondage with the people around gives the scare of death and life.U either cant live easily or die easily.
Just run .. Lift someone or carry someone on the run. who knows bout life ? miracle can happen to you which never happened to me :)
Queued to Death
Whenever i feel why do i live ! i dint find any answer. is it for money? no.. I will never be happy with just money. Is it for fame! Even gandhi or nethaji or napolean will jus be in paintings after few years. The history will become novels with time. All i observed in this human life is , everyone is Queued to Death jus like in the airport to get tickets. :)
The end is very simple and the path of Queue is our real life. Standing in the Queue withstanding the leg pian, we find happiness in the companionship of other passengers in the Queue. Some are standing close to you in the Queue like your parents and friends but neither u can stop them from getting to the end of Queue for they can stop you. But on the way to the Queue, Scientists invent chair to sit though u r in the Queue.To make the standing time comfortable. Man is just trying to make the stand in Queue simpler by inventing comforts but never the destiny.
am in the Queue.. So who else is standing in front of me!!
The end is very simple and the path of Queue is our real life. Standing in the Queue withstanding the leg pian, we find happiness in the companionship of other passengers in the Queue. Some are standing close to you in the Queue like your parents and friends but neither u can stop them from getting to the end of Queue for they can stop you. But on the way to the Queue, Scientists invent chair to sit though u r in the Queue.To make the standing time comfortable. Man is just trying to make the stand in Queue simpler by inventing comforts but never the destiny.
am in the Queue.. So who else is standing in front of me!!
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Giving gives Bliss
Many times i find good willing people always willing to do something to others. But they never find the rite track of things.am planning for some process that could keep others informed and direct on how to do good and wat r the opportunities available for them.
What about advertising a permalink and people can visit that permalink and get their possible ways of helping others. Here is the proposal
I am planning to create a common team blog where i will be the administrator. Members of teams will be from different areas. These people will blog on the possible opportunites of doing good in their nearby locality. For example, Need of scribes or Orphanage home's requirement for clothes etc.. These posts will be available at permalinks and people will be made aware of it. So whever ppl wannna do something to ppl or find leisure ,they will jus launch link and check for recent posts of availability of opportunity to do some good. Ppl can follow it up and do the necessary things.
Permalink will be location based. like http://www.helpothers.$location$.bogspot.com
so that ppl can launch their lcoation link and find the posts specific to their area of interest.
Dont change for world.. Change the world
What about advertising a permalink and people can visit that permalink and get their possible ways of helping others. Here is the proposal
I am planning to create a common team blog where i will be the administrator. Members of teams will be from different areas. These people will blog on the possible opportunites of doing good in their nearby locality. For example, Need of scribes or Orphanage home's requirement for clothes etc.. These posts will be available at permalinks and people will be made aware of it. So whever ppl wannna do something to ppl or find leisure ,they will jus launch link and check for recent posts of availability of opportunity to do some good. Ppl can follow it up and do the necessary things.
Permalink will be location based. like http://www.helpothers.$location$.bogspot.com
so that ppl can launch their lcoation link and find the posts specific to their area of interest.
Dont change for world.. Change the world
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