Hey god! wats ur prob?

:) dont worry.. this is not a blog of a depressed victim. Just a comedy a lifeline incidents.

At School, a girl loved me and i hated females that time that i had to give a scorn look at her to get rid of her. but always dreamt that there would be my kinda girl for whom i will be superman..

At college ,the same persisted. I was lazy to take a Pen to take for Exam but my ego will never allow to take a pen offer from a girl.I will give a look like " hey , you think ,you are mother theresa??" Wished i had a fun of life all with jus friends alone. Jus catch hold of someone and bang him with teasing word that he either pleads or runs away.Yeah..some guys were scared at me.. now seems funny to me. Showing heroism to seniors of the department and getting punishments were badges of pride.

college got over and everyone got placed and in their own ways. No time for anyone for anyone,. pretty hectic life. Friction with onsite team, boring parents ,sucking job which i dont or never loved,but still money pours in.
happiest part are school friends and some few others who put me up.
Now comes again the girl factor. i dont know how a bad looking good girl who already lost their love find always me. i am always put in terrible situation like "she is sooo goood .. marry her. but wat bout her looks wwat if you hate in future. wat if nieghbourhood girl is beautiful . we should never cheat any girl. and alas, i would say no to that female cos she had already loved or she is not tht beautiful as well" .Cant compromise beyond some limits pal.

One girl one Love is all i neeed.. either be this or make me live single happily.Whenever i try not to look at some girl, i dont know how god is able to make it to me. Get a couple in front of me ,they will be either kissing or hugging in bike together or lying on lap of other. Aaaaaahhhh.. again i manage to say make me live alone. Lets see how long it goes. Again when i think We should love someone, immediately i will hear some love failure story.. asi if saying " do you want this ?" better stay alone. Time is running out.. lets see..

Growing Up

The most hardest thing to accept is that am getting old. When i was in teen, i jus wanted to show off a big beard and dense moustache.. but now i jus why this beard and moustache .Wont i look young without them :) lol.

Symptoms of getting old:
1. Your neighbourhood children ask " uncle can you throw that ball "
< Hurts though but still ask those kids to call me by name in exchange for a chocklate> :)
2. Your Mom tells "Hey, do some exercise.. gotta find a girl for you"

3. Your Friends get married one by one and suddenly feel wat was i doing all these days?"
4. You will wish to have a rewind button for life instead enjoying today.
5. When you see teenagers, you feel jealous. ahhh.. i missed doing this.. i missed doing tht.